Thinking about you
When we were in love I awake in night
Thinking about our love
Smiling
thinking about you
feeling you near me
your smell 
your breath
your touch
your kisses

When you went far away
I kept awake in night
Thinking about you
with pain clutching my heart
 waiting for you to be near me

Now I know I have lost you completely
Still I keep awake thinking about you
 how and why
was my love not true?
was  my love not enough?


My heart is consistent
It just think about you
Has never learn  anything else
it just know thinking about you

my freedom

As the Night goes longer so does my worried

Looking out a window

A sparrow singing a song

My heart  skip a beat

I have never  sang a song

I worry will I ever be able to sing one?

I walk towards my fish bowl

A gold fish dancing  in the water

And I just realized

I have never dance

I worry

Will I ever be able to dance?

Oooh  all my life I just kept worrying

whether I will be able to ….

The I just did some thing

I open the door and went out

Removed my shoes

And felt the soft grass on my sole

And then

I just dance  singing loudly <3

fodder for my soul

Why should I be scared of pain?

 Why should I be scared of tears?

Why should I be scared of a broken heart? Why should I be scared of sleepless nights? Let my wounds be opened skin by skin

Let the pain grip me

Let loneliness engulfed me

 Let the solitude cover me completely,

And Then

I will rise again with my broken heart

Filled with love,

my eyes Compassionate with tears.

My soul fill with hope

I will make this  pain fodder for my soul.